ask it twtr: @wheresapril Tumblr (3.0; @aprilsnothere)http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m6nway5ycf1qb7fuio1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/49787427118http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/49787427118Mon, 06 May 2013 11:24:23 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mb2sfw81Kf1rxluv0o1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/49786753054http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/49786753054Mon, 06 May 2013 11:12:34 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9qckxTJaT1rf3egio1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/49786725384http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/49786725384Mon, 06 May 2013 11:12:06 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/01109b09af6ba6e825c2a3c0109f2689/tumblr_mkc67jblid1qbjt25o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/49785698445http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/49785698445Mon, 06 May 2013 10:53:44 -0700<p>Happiness feels just like sadness. My heart feels heavy and my eyes swell up. I have this need to punch walls and scream at the top of my lungs. I want to tell everyone how i feel but words can&#8217;t explain the feeling, it&#8217;s indescribable. The only difference is that I want to stay feeling this way.</p>http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/48325721974http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/48325721974Thu, 18 Apr 2013 19:07:14 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/4f3caff2d19cb0b926ebc98b18e315c8/tumblr_mi0m4lfT8s1r0eo86o1_400.gif"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://10knotes.1000notes.com/post/48307646370" class="tumblr_blog">10knotes</a>:</p> <blockquote><p class="gone"><em><small>This post has been featured on a <a href="http://www.1000notes.com">1000notes.com</a> blog.</small></em></p></blockquote>http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/48324968829http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/48324968829Thu, 18 Apr 2013 18:58:23 -0700“I still catch myself feeling blue about things that don’t matter anymore.”<br/><br/> - <em>Kurt Vonnegut, Unready to Wear. (via <a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://iminlikewithsam.tumblr.com/">iminlikewithsam</a>)</em>http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/46767105799http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/46767105799Sun, 31 Mar 2013 09:37:46 -0700<p>I miss her too</p>http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/46766896535http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/46766896535Sun, 31 Mar 2013 09:34:50 -0700<p><a href="http://mizzyeffbaybee.tumblr.com/post/46756908878" class="tumblr_blog">mizzyeffbaybee</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>Now I’m dependent, less intimidating, and more worried and scared. Since when did I let my insecurities control me. Oh yeah.. When I fell in love</p></blockquote> <p>It&#8217;s a blessing and a curse.</p>http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/46766518726http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/46766518726Sun, 31 Mar 2013 09:29:33 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/ed3add46bb9b9191ac77140d4bc85dd1/tumblr_mj7b5tgki01qgkt7co1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://sheispretty.com/post/44709366069/a-relationship-is-work" class="tumblr_blog">mystandards</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>A relationship is work!</p></blockquote>http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/44743870843http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/44743870843Wed, 06 Mar 2013 16:20:19 -0800<p>i want to be selfish, but ill end up feeling bad. my feelings don&#8217;t matter.</p>http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/41072283160http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/41072283160Sun, 20 Jan 2013 19:32:27 -0800<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_md1y7fNCjs1qa1y30o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/39396088326http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/39396088326Tue, 01 Jan 2013 10:48:19 -0800<p>you people are crazy if you think im not going to change after the shit i&#8217;ve been through. that&#8217;s just unhealthy. i will change. </p>http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/39067686387http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/39067686387Fri, 28 Dec 2012 13:28:29 -0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m69j1aCrbL1rzfcq0o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://csteez.tumblr.com/post/37257284016/well-shit-lol" class="tumblr_blog">csteez</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>Well, shit. Lol.</p></blockquote>http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/37266758077http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/37266758077Wed, 05 Dec 2012 09:01:04 -0800<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdlawbDOtI1rb6ybjo1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdlawbDOtI1rb6ybjo2_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdlawbDOtI1rb6ybjo3_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdlawbDOtI1rb6ybjo4_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdlawbDOtI1rb6ybjo7_r1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdlawbDOtI1rb6ybjo8_r1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdlawbDOtI1rb6ybjo9_r1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdlawbDOtI1rb6ybjo10_r1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdlawbDOtI1rb6ybjo11_r2_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdlawbDOtI1rb6ybjo12_r1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/>http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/36077988711http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/36077988711Mon, 19 Nov 2012 11:10:02 -0800<p>i think that people are just people. there’s nobody better than you, there’s nobody weaker than you. you are you. when you start to think that somebody is underneath you or someone is above you, you lose who you are. that’s when originality is long gone. when you start to compare yourself to other people. some people may be happy before you are. some people may be sad when you aren’t. eventually we will all feel the same feelings at some point or another. we should all just be there for each other, without judgement or guilt. we’re all just human beings. we all make mistakes, and we all conquer. it may not be all at once, but it happens eventually in each and every one of our life times. we are all just people. there’s no need for judgement.</p>http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/35318864347http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/35318864347Thu, 08 Nov 2012 19:57:46 -0800<p>but for some reason i want to watch your world fall apart. i want you to break down into a million pieces and slowly put yourself together. then once you put the pieces together, i want to get a hammer and smash you into a million more pieces. maybe i might even take a few pieces or two so that you’re not completely complete. i want to taunt you. dangle every single want and need you’ve ever wanted and needed in your life right in front of your eyes. one by one ill give a little of your cravings and then immediately cut you off like you are nothing. years and years will pass and ill let you watch from far away where i ended up after stepping all over you.</p> <p>you just built up so much anger in me that i never had the chance to let out. anger that im too ashamed to show because it’s over and it’s been over for a long time. i want you to have a glimpse of how you made me feel. i want you to hurt. and i wont even say sorry.  </p>http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/32419749908http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/32419749908Thu, 08 Nov 2012 19:54:03 -0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcfaxn02Pu1rjbcpio1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/35318131725http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/35318131725Thu, 08 Nov 2012 19:45:58 -0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbl7wmVEve1qdippyo1_500.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbl7wmVEve1qdippyo2_500.png"/><br/> <br/>http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/35144990940http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/35144990940Tue, 06 Nov 2012 12:29:19 -0800<p>i wonder how people see me because of the things other people say. im not quite sure whatever story they heard, but i swear if i had the chance to explain myself they&#8217;d be pretty pissed off for not meeting such a great person. </p>http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/32534228935http://aprilsnothere.tumblr.com/post/32534228935Sat, 29 Sep 2012 11:06:07 -0700ya' feel ?