KTNGUDS

im just stubborn

i cant find it in me to talk about what’s going on. i feel like i have to keep my head held up high no matter what. i just cant find a reason for it anymore. i’ve never dealt with this much pain or stress before. what’s worse is that i can’t talk to anybody about it. i can’t tell people how i feel without them saying “well at least your life isn’t like this, or at least you have that.” i don’t even want to say anything because i feel as if im complaining. ive lived all my life thinking that i can get through everything just by forgetting it, by ignoring how hurt i really am. this time im not sure how to approach this or how to deal with it. 

i just want someone to listen without comparing my problems to someone else’s. i dont even want advice. i just want to be understood and heard.