February 2011
84 posts
love is the inspiration. haters are the...
honestly, that title up there has nothing to do with what im about to write down here. but i thought it was deep and what not. whatever. im bored and im supposed to be doing my world history notes. man, ef that class. i always thought history was like the best thing in the world, but then i lost interest into it when my life started revolving around it. who’s down for some chicken noodle...
January 2011
121 posts
not gonna lie, i was dtf all weekend.
i think the reason why i wont pass exams is...
book says: leaders spent money on their wives, buying palaces, and temples
my notes: leaders blew trees, fuck bitches, buy big cribs, and religious places.
you dont know
monamoooooour:
how hard it is to keep you happy. i know what you want, but i cant give it to you. is my existence not good enough ? is my effort not enough ? it probably isnt because even i dont believe i am close to enough for you. when you tell me you feel lonely i want to tell you that im always here, but i cant lie to you. i cant promise you that i will be there for you whenever...
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you gay whore
trisha: hey april ... i want to be your ex boyfriend's stunt man
april: so i can beat you up or what ?
trisha: no, so i can do everything he couldnt.
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so ever since my brother learned how to crawl its been such a pain in the ass. i carry him to the corner of my room, do whatever i want, notice that he’s already to the other side of the room, and then carry him again to an even farther corner.
i dont understand how mothers have trouble losing baby fat. this is already a work out.
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you dont have to make a big poster, buy me flowers, and ask me in front of the whole entire world to be yours. just whisper the question in my ear in the comfort of our room with just the two of us. you dont have to expose how much you love me over the internet. just write it on a post it note and stick it on my mirror. you dont have to take me out. just help me wash the dishes after i make us...
a for effort
i see what you’re doing there. i finally learned how to say no to you and you just stop talking to me. im sorry, do you not remember the day you left me ? it happened three times already. i found someone that truly loves me for me. not for physical needs. if you stayed then you wouldnt be in this type of situation. but then again im happy you left. it gave me a good idea of who i dont...
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we want what others have without realizing that...
wants vs needs
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I really don't know what the fuck I'm doing or...
… i think that maybe you should chill out and not worry about you’re suppose to do. your life wasnt preplanned or anything, so you gotta make the best out of what you have. and if you have nothing then find ways to have fun with that. cause sometimes just winging it takes you places … like narnia or some place like that. you’re doing you. just cause everyone else seems like...
im so tired T-T
aprilsnothere:
i had the most lesbian dream in the whole entire world. i always take naps in my jeans and a bra when im at home because it feels so amazing. so in my dream, i was sleeping wearing that. then all three of my girl friends came to sleep next by me one at a time wearing the exact same thing, and since my bed is really small we all had to like cuddle with each other. we all smelled...
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DAMMIT. i wake up with another hour of sleep and i cant go back to sleep because im thinking about you. i hate you so much because you make me miss you. you make me look like one of those whipped bitches that cant live without their man. damn you and whatever it is that makes me love you. you caring unappreciative cute asshole. you fucking mean more to me than i thought.
its an hour and ten minutes past my bed time
tomorrow’s going to suck because im going to wake up late. i already know. lol
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"but you're the girl"
yes, i am the girl. that doesn’t mean that i get to yell at him all the time. that doesn’t mean that i dont have to change myself for him. that doesn’t mean that dont have to do anything. if i can yell, then i can listen too. if i make him change, then i have to change too. he makes me feel like im not doing enough for him, and that i always expect too much from him. i expect him...
i took a little adventure by myself on my way...
simple things make me really happy.
after all that,
i still feel unappreciated. i still feel as if me being around you is a burden. well … i guess.
please dear god ...
let this not be a waste of time.
gaahhhanthony asked: Yeauh LOLOOLOL
dear kavin t,
im probably going to be out for the rest of the night due to my sickness and my overuse of drugs to cure that sickness. since you wont talk to me at all … i just want to publicly express the apology that i owe you. im sorry i was being a bitch to you last night. you definitely did not deserve that … at all. i just got really mad because i really wanted to be with you...
truth is, i want you to stay. i want to keep trying. but you’re already thinking of leaving. even if i convince you to be with me for a little while longer, you still thought about leaving.
if thoughts like that come up once, it can come up again.
when did everything get so serious ...
when did everything get so serious ...
i sure do wish i thought differently.
the way my mentality works. it puts me in bad situations. i think more for the good of others than the good of my own. i wish i didnt give a fuck like the others did. i wish i could hurt somebody without feeling guilt. i wish i didn’t care at all because then i wouldn’t feel the way i often feel.
but i do care. i care so much it makes me want to give you everything.
oh shit ... i think my dad just made a tumblr.
i think he’s following me … O.O
uhm …
HI DAD.
i think that maybe you do deserve someone better. i think that maybe you should have someone that you can see everyday because i know that cant be me.
trisherrr:
I think, I think, I think I don’t give a fuck anymore. I mean, what is a boyfriend? It’s just a label. And relationships are a waste of time. And tryna get into them. I hate that. I hate not knowing if the other person likes me too, and I hate tryna find ways to figure that out. I’m done, I’m too old for that shit. I’m done playing little games. I hate assuming stuff, like most girls....
I FUCKING LOVE YOU.
Me: mhm. but i kinda really have to see him tomorrow -.-' cause even tho i kinda want to kill him right now ... i still want to show him that i care about him.
Me: gaah. the fucking things we do for boys -.-'
Julie: it's okay, i understand (:
Julie: i know, that's why i like a girl now
Julie: LOLOLOL, just kidding
Me: hahaha seriously. i wish kavin was a girl. i wish he was on his period right now. then he would realize why im being such a bitch.
you just killed it. nevermind. i take it all back.
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okay maybe
maybe i am asking for too much ? maybe i dont even deserve what YOU give to me. i always want you to be there when i need you. i always expect you to miss me the same way i do. i always want you to put that love you always talk about into action. but if you asked me to do the same thing … i dont think id be able to do it. it will always be you and only you, but maybe i do get a little...
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oh really ?
Me: Don't tell him ! he gets mad at me for putting gas in randy's car and he got mad cause i made kenny and alan sandwiches but not him.
Michael: DO YOU KNOW WHAT ONE SANDWICH MEANS TO A GUY ?!
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im dying.
like my whole entire body is in pain and i want to cry. i was fine earlier, but like this is some sickness on steroids time five hundred.
what the hells going on -.-
i think i spend more time trying to find ways to...
cause ill study study study, but on the day of the test i freak out and forget.
yeah, im one of those test takers.
i am so ... lost
and i am completely happy. just throw me in the forest without a map. it would make my life.