Happiness feels just like sadness. My heart feels heavy and my eyes swell up. I have this need to punch walls and scream at the top of my lungs. I want to tell everyone how i feel but words can’t explain the feeling, it’s indescribable. The only difference is that I want to stay feeling this way.
For all those that miss the old me
I miss her too
I remember when I was the most independent, intimidating, and carefree
Now I’m dependent, less intimidating, and more worried and scared. Since when did I let my insecurities control me. Oh yeah.. When I fell in love
It’s a blessing and a curse.
i want to be selfish, but ill end up feeling bad. my feelings don’t matter.
you people are crazy if you think im not going to change after the shit i’ve been through. that’s just unhealthy. i will change.